I can’t decide how I feel about the past 31 days of the new year. Nothing bad happened but nothing really exciting happened. Which is okay, but I’m currently stuck in this mood where I feel I’m not good enough, but that’s more to do with my work and career.
I just recently had a very shit day with a client that didn’t go very well and made them pull out of a very big job with the company. My managers tell me I did everything right and I shouldnt feel like this as it wasn’t my fault. But when you feel like this, you get stuck in a mind set and all you want to do is cry, give up and hide away in bed.
However I’m not going to let this beat me and bring me down. I’ve worked hard to get to where I am and after all I’m only 22 years old, I’ve just started my career and I’ve still got my whole life head of me. I’ve learnt that you can’t please everyone and that sometimes when you think it’s you, it’s really not. So I guess I can say I’ve learnt something in January but it’s not winning the lottery is it.
Bring on February I say, and fingers crossed for a better and more exciting month!
My favourite Instagram photos of January xx